These days emotions are more fluid. The other day an emotional scene in a Hindi movie had the tears flowing freely down the cheeks. You'd probably laugh if I tell you the movie name but that's not the point here. I am getting more in tune with the colours & hues, low notes, food tastes better, am learning to cook, paying undivided attention to health and even taking a stab at understanding the boss. I laugh like a banshee. At times the body trembles to certain songs, the heart aches seeing small kids begging on the road and the mind is sing-song deep during prayer. The rage is complete too. It's no more a half hearted attempt to let loose the confines of my mind. It's full savagery but in complete control. It's also aware of desires entering the body even before they become complete thoughts and eventually actions. In short, the living's getting better.
Current Music: Clint Mansell - Lux Aeterna
