4.16.2010

Its a Clockwork Orange

What's left of love if she no longer makes you feel like a man? If she no longer feels like a woman with you? That familiarity has bred a partnership instead of a union. A friendship instead of fusion. The lust has disappeared to be replaced with duty. The relationship is queer as a clockwork orange. Nothing left to chase and nothing left to choose. The search for something new or exciting commences. Something that will make you come out of your skin. Like drinking gourd juice first thing in the morning. And the abyss gets deeper. You dream more than you live. Smile more instead of hate. Wish more than you give. And the wishing with no direction gets fizzled in the air like soda.
Current music: Alan Parsons Project - A Dream Within A Dream

5 comments:

M said...

Well, atleast you are still alive and searching! :)

starry said...

I think when this happens it is time for communication and ask each other what each one wants in life.I think life is too short to go on like this, maybe apart each one will be happier.

White Magpie said...

M: That's what I told him :)

Starry: You are right. Life is too short. Either you control it or someone else controls it for you.

T said...

It isnt that you want love, it is that you want how it makes you feel.
in the end, that may be all the catch there is holding you to this.
you are the petulant child who thinks the icecream is due just for whining for it.
never mind that a woman is not your mother to give it to you for free.
If you arent man enough already to love, you never will be...
and you never will be able to love .

White Magpie said...

T: This is not about me but now reg your analysis..

Isn't it always about the I in relationships or anything that you do? And I is for ice cream :))

BTW, whats T and why hide your identity?